Thursday, September 10, 2015

Crime Cafe Interview

Recently, Debbi Mack (author of the Sam McRae series) interviewed me for her video podcast, The Crime Cafe.

Here's what we had to say...

I didn't realize the camera was going to be on me the whole time, or I would have sipped less coffee!

Thanks to Debbi for asking some great questions and giving me a chance to share my thoughts with the Internetverse!

Sunday, August 23, 2015

Tremendous Things I've Seen So Far Today...

1.  My beautiful, sleepy wife as I said goodbye for the week...

2. The simple, joyful, unconditional love on the faces of my dogs as I scratched and petted them before I set out for the airport.

3. A massive hawk poised on a fence post, taking flight as I drew near...

4. A doe and her two fawns scampering across the road, only to stop a few yards into the forest and stare at me with those pretty eyes of theirs...

5. Alaska Airlines employees scrambling to solve a delay problem they didn't cause, all the while treating people well, trying to take care of them, and keeping their collective cool in the process.

6. The white-capped peak of Mt. Rainier jutting up through the billowy clouds as I spotted it from the airplane window, looking like an island in the sky.

7. The inside of the Alaska Airlines Board Room, making a six hour delay seem less onerous as I see how the other half lives...

8.  Fifty-five thousand words of finished first draft of Friend of the Departed, the third Kopriva mystery novel...and the invitation of the empty page beyond, with six hours to answer that call.

I won't reach St. Louis, Missouri, until midnight CST. I wonder what else I will see today.

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Things I Learned At Last Night's Concert...

In no particular order...

1. Not only does Melissa Etheridge play her passionate, poetic songs with intense, raspy, smoky vocals and impressive guitar strumming...but she can play some damn fine lead, too. I always knew she was a killer strummer, but never realized she could also walk the frets like she did.

Oh, and the arrangement of "Like the Way I Do"? Worth the price of the ticket alone.

2. At 70, Blondie's Deborah Harry still has a surprisingly strong voice.

3. Joan Jett can bring it. Man can she ever. Still an edgy, punk, unapologetic piece of rock and roll beauty.

Another musical interlude...."I got a little lost along the way, but I'm just around the corner to the light of day....YEAH!"

4. Taking your parents to a rock concert can be cool. Especially when you've gotten to know them as the people they are instead of the roles they play, now that we're all adults.

5. Taking your adult daughter to a rock concert can also be cool. Especially when you see how she's grown up to be a pretty awesome person.

6. Not being able to take your wife (not feeling well) is decidedly not cool. On the flip side, knowing she's feeling better is cool, though.

7. People at rock concerts like to walk around a lot. Which I don't get. The music is up there, people.

8. Even more than airports, a rock concert is a great opportunity for a writer to people watch. Especially when said people walk around a lot. And drink. And dance. And drink. And fight. And sometimes listen to music.

9. A good rock concert actually makes me happy.

10. Art, in any form, inspires artists (of any kind).

Thanks for a wonderful evening, ladies.

Friday, June 19, 2015

Two Years On...

It's been just over two years since I made the decision to retire from police work, and write full time. After twenty years (and a day!) on the job, I hung up the gun and badge for the keyboard.

So how's it been?

In a word, great.

But then again...not so great.

What's that mean? Well, the reality is that I still haven't fully embraced being nothing except a writer. Even as I retired, I started taking on different projects in writing, editing, and teaching. It only took about six months to get to the point where I'd overloaded myself. I was teaching classes at the community college and at the university. I mentored in and then began teaching Leadership in Police Organizations (LPO) for the International Association of Chiefs of Police. I jumped into collaborations. I took on an editing role in an onerous project. I taught a series of six-week writing seminars.

I'm sure I'm forgetting some things, like appearances, beta reads, judging a writing contest, and a couple of conferences. The point is, I wasn't writing full time. I'd traded my police career for about three smaller careers, only one of which was my own writing.

The editing job didn't work out. The material simply never got to me as a first draft, and the writer needed more help than I could provide (time-wise) to get that first draft written. So about six months after the deadline for the first draft, I exercised my out clause. Thus began the process of paring down my commitments. 

I had the pleasure of teaching a series of six-week writing seminars to a small class of writers. The first seminar focused on writing a novel, the second on revision, and the third on publishing. The writers who attended were awesome, and being surrounded by their creativity while we worked together on the craft was a blast. I'll be shocked if their novels don't start popping up on Amazon before too long.

The work I did (and do) teaching criminal justice was (and is) very rewarding, and the students are quite varied. I've had students getting their degree to pursue CJ jobs to adults continuing their education to better themselves and progress in their careers. Both are exciting people to be around. Teaching LPO all over the country has kept me close to the kinds of people I admire -- cops who are the ones who run toward danger while others are running away -- and allowed me to help in a small way to shape the role of police leadership in this nation. Extraordinarily gratifying work, and often very moving.

All that teaching comes at an emotional price, though. Anyone who has taught will tell you that. Teaching takes it out of you, if you're doing it right. If you're putting in the amount of energy and passion that your students deserve, it is physically and mentally exhausting.

That took a toll on my writing, both in terms of volume and intensity. I got a lot less written than I'd expected or hoped. In fact, if it hadn't been for collaborations, I would really have sputtered in that department. As it turned out, since retiring I've published four books, two of which were collaborations. Another collaboration is scheduled for a September release.

Like I said, those three other writers kept me strumming.

Something else was going on, though, especially over the last year. When I did have time to write on my solo work, I wasn't feeling the drive. The thrill of the keyboard wasn't there as often. I started one novel, then set it aside. I started a different one, set it aside. A third, same thing. A romance collaboration I was working on foundered as well, and at least part of the reason was that my motivation, my desire, had ebbed.

Now, that's a scary thought. I mean, think about it. Your dream is to be a writer. From the age of ten, that's how you self identify. You retire early to pursue your dream. You write. You publish. And then, one just aren't feeling it any more. It's just not there. And so you gotta ask, who are you, if not a writer?

I also wondered if maybe I was afraid. I've come across more than a few people in this world who say their dream is to be a writer. But they never really do anything to make that dream a reality. I think some of those people just don't have the freedom to try due to life's responsibilities. For others, it really isn't their greatest dream, so they don't pursue it. But some people don't go after their dream because if they try and fail, it can't be a dream anymore. If you never try, you get to keep the dream alive. I know it sounds silly, but people do this all the time. I had to wonder if I was falling prey to this mind trap.

I thought a lot about this question, believe me. 

And I slowly came to realize that the reason I was feeling that spark and fire for my writing was because I'd filled my [new] work life with too many other things, things that required a great deal of emotional energy (learning curriculum, teaching). There simply wasn't any energy left when I turned to writing. And because of that, the writing started to feel like a task some of the time, instead of a joy.

"Some" of the time. If it weren't for my collaborators, it might have been "all" of the time. 

So what to do?

Well, I had to restore some balance. And that meant making some choices. "They weren't terribly hard choices. I knew that being a writer was who I was. So when I terminated the editing contract, thus began my mission in 2015, which I have dubbed "The Year of Saying No."

Of course, I still had to do all the stuff I'd already said yes to. And I really didn't want to stop doing everything I was doing. Teaching LPO is especially rewarding. So I kept the LPO work, because it's just too important to let go. And I kept the university classes, but those are hybrid courses that mostly involve online work, so there's flexibility. 

However, I quit saying yes to new things, and when the opportunity arose, I walked away from other things. For instance, I was teaching at the community college, covering classes for a friend for a couple of years. When he said he'd be able to take the classes back early if I wanted, I definitely wanted. Great teaching experience, but it was a win/win to hand it back to him.

Early on, I decided I'm not going to any conferences this year (though I'd love to hit LCC next year).

I also declined to judge this year's contest.

And so on.

I kept saying yes to great writing ventures, though. Right now, I have several collaborations in the works. Those projects definitely bring energy to the table, and it's great to work with other writers.

But [almost] everything else was No.

Slowly, as I shed different commitments (and finished various tasks), something happened. I started to get excited about story ideas again. I started feeling some eagerness to dive into this story or that character. Energy was back in my keyboard, not just for collaborative work, but for my solo efforts as well. Now my hesitations I'm encountering aren't about whether I have the energy to work on something but on the artistic merit or the elements of the craft that I need to improve on. 

In other words, not whether to play the game, but how to play it. 

That's a glorious feeling.

I learned something else along the way. Or rather, had it restored to me. I'm talking about perspective. There I was, fortunate enough to have multiple opportunities to pursue, and the chance to make a difference in people's lives by teaching, and I was allowing myself to be stressed over them rather than fully embracing the experience. 

And there I was, with an opportunity to be a [mostly] full time writer, something most every other writer in the country would kill for, and I wasn't taking complete advantage of it. I was letting a golden opportunity slip by, day by day. We only have so many days in this world. And while I wasn't wasting mine, I wasn't using them all to their potential. I was fortunate, and was not appreciating that good fortune.

I've come to realize all of that, and to fully appreciate my luck, and my opportunity to live the life I've always wanted to live. I've regained that perspective. Now, I'm sure most people would say I'd have to be thick to have lost it in the first place and I won't argue with you on that count. But when you're caught up in the midst of it all (no matter what "it" is), it is easy to lose sight of the big picture, and I'd venture a guess that was what happened in my case.

It's not a bad thing, really. Rather, it's a good reminder of what is truly important in this world to me. It had the ancillary effect of making me more cognizant of those closest relationships in my life, and always striving to improve those. Because who you are is important, but so are the relationships with those you're with. No matter how strong they are, you can always work on them. One thing I've noticed as I've grown don't make a ton of new friends. It isn't like elementary school anymore. And family may be family, but family are people, so you still gotta nurture those vines.

So, let's come full circle. This writing journey began two years ago. It's been a great ride so far, even if it has had some fits and starts along the way. As I move forward, it is with re-dedicated energy and a sense of balance. I've put out four new books since retiring, and a fifth is on the way in September. I see greater output on the horizon, so it should be a fun journey. I hope you'll come along. 

After all, if you've come this far, why not come a little further?

Monday, November 10, 2014

Veteran's Day

Please take a moment this November 11th and remember those who have served this nation in the military, and especially those who made the ultimate sacrifice.

Today I watched an HBO film, Taking Chance, at an event at the community college where I teach Report Writing. It was a difficult film to watch in some ways, but only because of the emotion surrounding almost every scene. If you are a veteran, prepare yourself to weep either repeatedly, or non-stop. Probably some of you who aren't will have the same reaction. The film has a simple premise: a marine lieutenant colonel escorts a fallen soldier home to Wyoming. Of course, there is a lot more to it than that, but I'll let you experience that on your own if you choose to watch it.

What touched me the most, I think, was the incredible reverence and gratitude displayed by everyone. From the very beginning of the fallen soldier's journey home, to the very end...

 Anyway, I can't write much more than that.

I would like to share one other thing with you, though. As I do every year, 100% of my November earnings from my novel, Chisolm's Debt, will be donated to support veterans. That includes all formats -- print, ebook, and audio. The story heavily features veterans, so it seemed an appropriate title to use for this fundraiser. I'll post again in January when I make the donation.

Please share the link with anyone you think might be interested in that kind of a read, and who'd like to know that 100% of what they spend (after the distributor takes their cut, of course) will go to directly support veterans. Right now, I donate to, but I am always open to finding a worthy organization that is more local, so feel free to email me if you know of one.

 In any event, I want to thank each and every one of you who have served. You deserve recognition more than one day in 365, that's for sure.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Round Up Those Scattered...Stuff

Even though my blog entries here about my writer's journey here are infrequent, make no mistake -- my writer's journey is a daily experience.

Sometimes the elements of that are small, but cumulative.  Other times, big. But always constant.

But today, it's....well, scattered. No monumental events, but it seems, or at least feels like, a lot is happening.

* I just returned from the Killer Nashville writer's conference. The thing about conferences is that they really offer several benefits. 
The most obvious is the panels you attend, where you might learn some new or improved techniques or get some food for thought. 

But another huge benefit of a conference is all the people you meet. Some of them are interesting folks that you get acquainted with. Some may result in some business getting done. And some, thankfully, become new friends.

Being around all of those writers is usually inspiring and motivating, all at the same time. You also end up a much larger TBR list (To Be Read)....usually with some titles that will cut in line to get to the top.

I experienced all of that at KN14, as well as getting a taste of Music City. Pretty cool stuff. Plus my wife came along, so we were able to have fun together instead of being apart.

* As the month nears its end, my Birthday Month Reader Appreciation Sale also comes to a close. Today, I am the featured author at Book Basset. In addition to stand alones At Their Own Game and Some Degree of Murder, the first book in my River City series, Stefan Kopriva mysteries and Ania trilogy are featured. All of these titles (and more) are 99 cents until the calendar turns to September.

* Eric Beetner and I sold our novel The Backlist to Down & Out Books. In this novel, we asked ourselves what would happen if the mob finds itself on hard times and has to lay people off? And what if to decide which hitter to keep on the payroll, the boss decides to give two hitters separate lists of “overdue accounts” — a backlist — to see who distinguishes themselves? This is the situation the sharp-tongued Bricks and the hapless, eager to please Cam find themselves faced with in The Backlist. 

The Backlist takes the same approach that I’ve found successful in my other collaborations. That is, we wrote the book with two main characters (in this case, Paula “Bricks” Brickey and Cameron Lowe — I wrote Bricks, and Eric wrote Cam), and we alternated chapters back and forth. Both characters are written in the first person, which gives the reader that tremendous level of intimacy during the storytelling but also allows the reader a greater scope of perspective that usually comes with a third person narration.

It's been a fun book, and D&O is tentatively scheduling the book for Q2 or Q3 of 2015.

* On September 9th, my collaboration with Bonnie Paulson, The Trade Off, will be released in ebook and paperback. What's it about?
How deep into the sex slave industry will you go to save someone you love? How far will your duty take you? 

On the surface, Heather Williams buys and sells young women in a burgeoning underground sex trade. But not everything is as it seems. She is really “Gus” MacIntyre, and undercover detective, targeting human traffickers and rescuing the desperate women they enslave. But how far will she go to stop them? And where does her job end, and duty begin? 

“Bull” Porter seems like a prototypical macho hunter who owns a sporting goods store. But when his niece Taylor suddenly disappears, he plunges into the search for her with the same ferocity he stalks prey in the wilderness. The only difference is that this hunt takes place on the dirty streets of the city’s underbelly, and the hunted can turn the tables in an instant. How far will Bull go to save his niece? 

As Gus and Bull battle with human traffickers to recover Taylor, both must face their own struggles and secrets…and eventually each other. Faced with political pressure and a ticking clock, they soon realize that nothing is free in this world. Nothing comes easy. For everything, there is a trade-off. 

The Trade Off is also written in a dual first person narrative format. The male character of Bull was written by Bonnie R. Paulson, while I wrote the female character of Gus.

* The novel anthology that I'm part of, Thrilling Thirteen, is coming to its end. This is a set of thirteen novels (okay, ten novels, two novellas and on two-story collection about as long as a novella) for 99 cents. Beginning September 1st, it will jump to $2.99 for a short period of time before becoming unavailable. If you're looking for a bargain, and want to try some new authors on the cheap, this is it. My novel, The Last Horseman, and two-story novella, In the Shadow of El Paso, are both in this collection.

* I was interviewed as a subject matter expert recently on Huffington Post Live. The subject was "Should All Cops Wear Body Cameras?" How did I end up there, you might ask? Well, they found me.

In 2012, two things were happening. One was I was heading a project for the Spokane Police Department regarding the prospect of bringing body cameras to the agency. I worked with seven or eight other members (technology experts, tactics experts, line officers who tested the product in a live environment) to help 
bring these cameras to SPD. At the same time, I was completing my Masters degree with University of Louisville. When it came time to do the professional paper for my degree, I chose body cameras. After all, I already had a lot of information from working on the project, and anything I learned in my academic pursuits would benefit me while working on the SPD project. It was a good fit.

In December 2012, I finished my paper for University of Louisville and earned my degree. I also submitted my "white paper" to SPD, documenting the year long study we had conducted. In both papers, I explored everything from cost to reliability, to legal and tactical concerns, to social and labor barriers, just to name a few.

One of the things I discovered in my research was that this was an emerging field. I decided to share what information I'd been able to gather so that people in my same position (a leadership role tasked with this project) wouldn't have to start from scratch. The SPD white paper was proprietary, but the professional paper I wrote for my degree was not. So I published the professional paper on Amazon. I priced the paper copy at cost and put the ebook at the lowest allowed price (99 cents). Because it is strictly an Amazon title, I am able to make it free once every 90 days, which I do whenever I remember to do so.

Flash forward to last week. A producer doing research for the segment on Huffington Post came across that book on Amazon and contacted me. And just like that, bish, boom, bang, I was part of the discussion.

They did the interviews via webcam, and due to technical difficulties, I ended up in our kitchen, so pay no attention to the microwave in the background....but here's the interview, if you want to watch.

* I am planning on teaching a writing workshop again in October. Last year's three workshops went well, beginning with WRITE YOUR NOVEL! in October, REVISE YOUR NOVEL! in January, and PUBLISH YOUR NOVEL! in April. This October, we'll start the cycle again. The WRITE YOUR NOVEL! sessions will be at Auntie's Bookstore again, Wednesdays from 6 PM to 8:30 PM, for six sessions. Look for a flyer with more details within a week!

* And lastly, if you've read this far, here's a piece of news...with Trade Off finished and some other responsibilities completed, I've started work on my next solo novel. I know some people have been clamoring for River City #5, but I'm just not ready for that yet. I tried to go back to it but the fruit just wasn't quite ripe yet. But we are going back to River City in way...the new novel is the third in the mystery series featuring Stefan Kopriva.

For those of you that have read the River City series, this name will ring a bell, as he was a central character in the first two novels. This will be the third in a spin off series that started in Waist Deep and continued in Lovely, Dark, and Deep. Right now, the project doesn't have the word "Deep" in the title, though. It's called FRIEND OF THE DEPARTED, and I just finished chapter four of the first draft.

So there you are...scattered thoughts, news, and events...all part of my writer's journey. 

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

From a Writer's Perspective...Top 5 TV Dramas, EVER.

Once in a while, I've been to a book signing at a location that has videos, music, and games in addition to books, and I've been treated to the response of "I don't read" from a few patrons when I ask if they like crime fiction.

"I don't read."


What's even more surprising is when you hear a writer say, "I don't have time to read. I'm too busy writing." To me, that's like a professional athlete saying, "I don't have time to practice. I'm too busy playing games." Reading is like push ups for the writer brain. Reading exposes you to what works and what doesn't in other people's work.

"Reading" isn't exclusive to books, though. You can get some reading in by watching a good movie or TV show. Or any movie or TV show, if you're paying attention to negative examples. Good writing for the screen may differ slightly from writing for the page, but not as much as people might think. Sure, some of the techniques are different for sharing information with the viewer/reader, but much of the time, a segment of good writing on screen has an on page equivalent. And certainly, as a writer, you can learn a lot from it.

So, as I 've continued on my writer's journey, I pay attention to writing in every medium. And I thought I'd salute the five best TV dramas I've come across. These are the ones that I've enjoyed on two levels -- as a viewer, and as a writer.

Here we go:


A couple of dramas that I'm still in the process of watching, so I won't pass final judgment yet, other than to say they've been well worth watching so far...

Mad Men.
I'm not exactly sure why I'm drawn to the show (good writing aside), and for the sake of perspective, neither is my wife.

But we are drawn to it, maybe for a few different reasons, such as the exploration of how different (and how not different) that era of our history was from today. Or for the mystery of Don Draper's background (or that of many of the characters!). Or because of how virtually every character has moments when you want to cheer for them but then human failing comes along and changes that desire.

Either way, we're currently in Season 3 and will see it through. Will it make Honorable Mention status or break the top 5? Guess we'll see.

Parenthood. Probably the most formulaic, mainstream entry of all the shows I talk about here, this family drama hits all the right buttons. Sure it's a little bit on the TV-esque side of things, but the actors are comfortable in the skin of their characters and while the writing is sometimes cliche or even maudlin, the set up is done well enough that the sappy sentiment is not only forgivable, but flat out...okay.

I don't know about you, but I think most of us wish we had a family like the Braverman clan, despite all of the trials and tribulations they endure. Maybe because of those trials and tribulations, because most of them are problems that we might face in our own lives, and triumphs we can imagine having. This show can be funny, heart-warming, and heart-breaking, all in the space of one episode.

Entering what is probably its final season, it is my hope that the writers finish strong. The actors deserve it, and so do the characters.

Now, on to the...

Honorable Mentions:

The Shield. Daring and dark, this series plunges you into the concept of doing wrong for noble purposes, and how quickly that can devolve into just doing wrong. With starkly drawn characters and a willingness to explore dark story lines, this series was one I burned through on DVD at the speed of light. One of the better series finales, as well.

Police corruption gets some sexy press in this country but the reality of my experience was that the only real corruption is incompetence and laziness...and while I saw evidence of it, the majority of the men and women I worked with over twenty years were dedicated, talented, and hard-working. But the frustrations of that career are very real, and I think the reason so many cops like this program is that we can sympathize with the feelings that drive the wrong actions of the characters on the show, even if we can't condone the actions themselves.

And despite all of the glorifying of the kind of renegade tactics employed by Vic and his strike team, the final season plays out in a way that is more morally satisfying than not -- a repudiation of the corruption of the noble cause. In other words, the ends do not justify the means...

Top moments?
  • In the opening episode, when Vic shoots a fellow team member while at a crime scene, thus signaling that this was not your father's police drama.
  • "I'm a different kind of cop."
  • The final scene, in which Vic is alone at the ICE office. Sure, he beat prison (and at what a cost!) but he's lost everything and is consigned to the closest thing to hell on earth for him -- a desk full of paperwork.

Battlestar Galactica. I was pretty young when the first incarnation of this came along and unaware of how cheesy it really was. Still, it was a favorite of mine, and when the reboot came along, I decided to give it a try. What I discovered was an incredibly deep world full of very real characters who were struggling with universal issues. Sometimes it was about a relationship (and really, aren't those stakes the highest ones we tend to deal with?), sometimes it was much larger in scope, such as, oh, I don't know...the continued existence of humanity! Concepts such as honor, forgiveness, loyalty, and sacrifice were on display in every episode, and usually it was a high stakes situation in play.

The show had no cardboard characters, either. Strong dialogue and realistically drawn characters kept the big story lines grounded and more realistic. The heroes on this show had flaws, the villains some virtue, and everyone seemed like a real person. You might like them, love them, or hate them, but you believed them.

Top moments?
  • The re-imagined Kara "Starbuck" Thrace punches out her superior officer during a poker game...yeah, this isn't going to be a re-hash of the 1970s show!
  • Scenes of personal sacrifice too numerous to list here
  • Every dogfight in space -- they spared no expense on special effects
  • The moments that President Roslin spends struggling with the human costs of the decisions she must make, and how she sometimes takes the hard road...because it is right. Some good leadership lessons there.

24. Not much to say here, except that if you want to see a show that does a great job of maintaining and building tension over an entire season, this is it. Sure, there are plot contrivances along the way -- not saying it's perfect -- but the way the tension gets ratcheted up from episode to episode is stellar, and the writers' use of raising the stakes both on a global and personal scale is superb. A little more "fluffy" on character and dialogue (and plot, I suppose) than the other entries on this list, 24 is the strange cousin with quirks that don't overshadow his qualities...and whom you still love.

Top moments?
  • Jack Bauer and his daughter holding a dying Teri Bauer at the end of Season 1. Heartbreaking.
  • Pretty much any scene with President Palmer...
  • Jack asking Chloe to open a socket...
  • Jack's streamlined interrogation tactics.

Top 5 TV Dramas...EVER.

5. Breaking Bad.
Okay, so this one may be benefiting from the law of recency, but it squeaks past the honorable mentions to take the #5 spot. In some ways, it is similar to The Shield, in that the premise involves someone doing something the law labels as "wrong" but doing it for what many might say is a good or right reason. Mr. While is only trying to pay for his cancer treatment and provide for his family, right? Watching the transformation he makes from a timid high school chemistry teacher to the cold, calculating, and brutal Heisenberg is one of the most startling and complete character shifts you'll see...ever. It's also done with such great writing that it is entirely believable.

My sympathies were with Walt for a long while, but at some point, I started to hate him. I watched because I hoped he would fail and get his just desserts. The writers of Breaking Bad succeeded in turning their protagonist into the villain by the end of the series, and the sidekick (Jesse Pinkman) into the hero...or at least the one I found myself feeling the most sympathetic toward.

Maybe as time passes, this one will slip out of the top 5 for me, but it is hard to imagine that happening.

Top moments?
  • Walter White telling Skyler that he is not in danger, he is the danger.
  • The moment White decides to let Jesse's girlfriend die.
  • "Bitch!"
  • Walter finally admitting to Skyler that he did it all for himself, because he liked it, not for his family, as he professed ad nauseum.
  • The joy on Jesse's face in the finale when he seems to have broken free of the life he led throughout the five years of the show.

4. NYPD Blue.
In a way, it was the groundbreaking show that made most of the rest on this list possible. Pushing the envelope with profanity and sex on network TV got this show noticed initially, but it was the characters and the writing (and the actors' abilities to bring both to life) that kept it on the air so long.

Originally a vehicle for David Caruso, and focusing on his character, John Kelly, the core of the series eventually belonged to Dennis Franz's Andy Sipowicz. Flawed in ways you don't often see in characters with starring roles on network TV, Sipowicz had soul. Sure, he was overweight, irascible, an alcoholic who was sometimes violent and always sarcastic...but I came to love him pretty early in the series. And when Caruso left and Jimmy Smits came in to play Bobby Simone as a leading man, Sipowicz remained. Same when the tantalizing character of Danny Sorenson took Simone's place, and right on down the line.

Yes, there were some character arcs that were a little disastrous. Rick Schroder's Sorenson was a compelling mess. To a lesser extent, so was Kim Delaney's Diane Russell. And don't get me started on Detective Lesniak's arc...but even with these warts, this show excelled. And when you look back at it in its entirety, there is a very clear arc, and even though no one seemed to know it at first, that arc was always Andy Sipowicz. Flawed, making mistakes, but finding love, and finding redemption...and living on.

Top moments?
  • John Kelly using classic Reid Interview techniques to get a rapist to confess, on video no less.
  • Bobby Simone responding to a guy wanting his badge number by slamming it onto his forehead and letting him know he could get it by looking in the mirror later.
  • Danny Sorenson and those paper clips
  • Andy breaking down when his oldest son, who followed him onto the job, is killed. This is especially heart-wrending because they spent a long time being estranged but were re-connecting and young Sipowicz was learning the job from his pop.
  • "Yeah, huh?"
  • Andy and the phone book...'nuff said.

3. The Sopranos.
This is a no-brainer, and I know I'm not breaking any new ground here, but how do you not include this show on a list like this?

Tony Soprano is at once a hero and an anti-hero. As the series waxes and wanes, you find yourself rooting for him and despising him at the same time. He's criminal, a man who kills people or orders it done, yet somehow we find ways to identify with him. His mother issues, his family problems, his work trials and tribulations....these are things that we all have, or something similar.

I think there's a suppressed rule-breaker in most of us, and maybe that's why we like to live vicariously through a character like Tony. And the fact that he is seriously flawed and yet has some admirable traits as well makes it even easier to sympathize with him. And just when you're getting comfortable with that, the writers throw something at you that rocks your socks. Something so despicable that we see him in real terms again, as a thug and self-centered, whiny creep. And yet, they bring him back from that brink again and again to bask in our sympathy again. That's tough writing. That's good writing.

It doesn't hurt that the actors really lived and breathed the characters, or that the supporting characters are all written so well. If you were at a point in which you couldn't sympathize with Tony, there was usually another character that you could sympathize with long enough to get you by until Tony was back in your good graces.

If I watch this series again (been through it three times now, so I'm not sure if I will or not), it will be with an added sense of bittersweet, given the untimely death of James Gandolfini. He thoroughly inhabited this role.

And I can't complete any discussion on this show without a nod toward the courageous, perfect series finale. Yes, that includes the final moments. Especially the final moments.

Top moments?
  • Tony being so jealous of his sister's seeming happiness and inner peace that he picks at her until she explodes (not that Janice probably didn't deserve it), then leaves, walking away satisfied.
  • "Psychiatry and cunnilingus brought us to this point."
  • The murder of Pussy. And Adriana.
  • The frequent outbursts of "Whoa!" when someone said something out of line.
  • Tony:  "You're late." Christopher: "Sorry, the highway was jammed with broken heroes on a last-chance power drive."

2. Game of Thrones.
If there was ever an argument for a federal law requiring all season series to be at least thirteen episodes, Game of Thrones would surely be trotted out as Exhibit A.

One of the things George R. R. Martin, the author of the books this show is based upon, does so well is present the viewpoint of the various characters in a way that shows their point of view as being valid and perhaps even noble. As a result, you can see both sides of a conflict and both sides of a character. While the Starks are undeniably cast as the heroes early on, this image is tarnished as the series wears on and everyone is brought down to earth, sullied by the vagaries of real life.

We're not quite there yet in the series but after four seasons, we've seen drama at its best, surprises (for those who haven't read the books) galore, and again, well-written characters portrayed in stellar fashion by the actors.

While I don't know if I'll ever find Cersei Lannister sympathetic, I find her brother Jaime drifting that way...hard to believe, given his actions in Season 1.

That ambiguity of character, and the ability to give us a balanced picture in the midst of it, is the genius of this series. Yes, some villains are simply villains. But even the little shit Joffrey, who I don't think anyone wasted a moment's sympathy upon, is such a great villain because he's a real character. We can believe him, and that makes him more terrifying.

The political maneuvering that takes place on this show is all based upon human motivations and tendencies, and the writers seem to have a firm grasp of both. Game of Thrones may take place in Westeros but it is a fair commentary on "Theresteros" (read: The Rest of Us).

And any show in which every episode seems to end thirty seconds after it starts has to be well written, no? Waiting for Sunday evening to come around for the past four years has been a big deal around my house. How about yours?

Top moments?
  • The first time you see one of the The Others.
  • Jamie Lannister pushing Bran out the window.
  • Ned losing his head. If you hadn't read the books, this one had to be one of the most surprising moments in television history.
  • Cersei to Littlefinger: "Power is power."
  • Varys to Tyrion: "Power resides where men believe it does."
  • Any number of Tyrion's quips -- choose your favorite. Mine is when Cersei tells him he's not half as clever as he thinks he is. "Still makes me more clever than you," he tells her.
  • The Red Wedding
  • The Purple Wedding
  • Ah, hell...pretty much every scene in every episode.

1. The Wire.
Hands down winner. Yes, it is violent. Yes, it has significant profanity, including the frequent use of the 'n' word and 'f' bombs galore. And yes, there is some graphic sexuality, because HBO.

And it is the best television drama...ever.


Because it is damn near perfect.

The plotting in terms of each episode, the season-long arcs, and the series itself, is just stellar.

The characters are believable, lovable, hate-able, and completely real. They have all the flaws of you and I, including selfish, short-sighted viewpoints that usually bring about tragedy. But they also have all of the nobility that you and I would like to think we have (and maybe we do) -- loyalty, courage, humanity, and higher purpose.

The dialogue is unsurpassed, both in terms of the writing and the incredible delivery by the actors, all of whom are so perfectly cast. They say that dialogue should sound like real people talking but without the meandering or the fillers, and that's what you get on The Wire. I don't know how accurately it portrays the speech patterns of the real Baltimore, but it creates a very believable dialect of a fictional one, complete with jargon, colloquialisms, slang and unique inflection.

The story of this series ranges from cops to gangs, from politics to drug dealing, from the bowels of the police department to the street to the docks to the halls of power in city and state government. All the while, it is telling the story of all of us. How we strive. How we sometimes fail. How we see casualties along the way. How we live on.

Maybe this series was perfect because it ended after five seasons. It not only never jumped the shark, it never even approached the ocean. Perhaps there's another storytelling lesson there -- that each story has its own natural length, and we as writers should listen to that piece as well.

Top moments?
  • The fate of Dookie shown in the ending montage of the final episode.
  • Bunk. Just Bunk.
  • McNulty and Bunk investigating a crime scene and communicating a dozen different thoughts using just one word...which, of course, was an 'f' bomb.
  • All the interrogation tactics the detectives used, including hooking up criminals to the "lie detector" that doubled as a copy machine.
  • Jimmy McNulty's funeral
  • Omar being such a bad-ass, and then we find out he's gay. Brave stereotype busting by the writers there. Same with Kima, though less daring.
  • Speaking of Omar, him calling out the lawyer in court as being the same as him. "I got the shotgun. You got the briefcase. It's all in the game though, right?"
  • Yeah, much like Game of Thrones, pretty much every episode had several top moments.
  • And last but not least, the series-ending montage, which is by far the best ending to any series, ever...tragic, heartwarming, and real life, all at the same time.
So there you go. From a writer's perspective, as I take this journey of mine and pay attention to the art around me...these are the top 5 TV dramas of all time, as I see it. Feel free to agree...or disagree in the comments section.